My deepest fear

My deepest fear would have to be losing the person who knows me the best. Who I turn to for everything. This would have to be my bestfriend Donnielle. If i was to lose her i would not know what to do. This is my deepest fear because all the things she knows about me. All the things i have shared. She knows things about me that i thought i hid but she found it. To lose her is some thing i never want to have to deal with but i know one day it will have to be dealt with

Opening my own restaurant

 If I was to open my own restruant it  would be called Dee's Goods. The restaurant would be able to hold four-hundred people. It would be a dim lighting but bright enough to read the menu. I would have alot of booths but also single tables for two people to sit at. the colors of the restaurant would probably be purple and brown and certain areas blue and black. At Dee's Goods we would serve italian food, Down south cooking, Seafood,and Mexican food. We would sesrve desserts and cocktails as well for the grown folks. Our specialty would be Down south cooking and all pastas.We would porbably be known for are country style potatoes and our spicy spaghetthi with two types of sauge. The people who i would probably hire any age for waiters and waitresses, but no one could be younger than sixteen. My waiters would have to be a very good people person where they treat everyone the same, and every party just as well. As for the chef I would have people who specilaize in every area that way not one chef is worked more then others. For yje bar i would hire special bartenders who can make drinks very well. As being the owner I would be there every night to make sure the service is nothing less then perfect.

imagine you woke up and saw a dinosaur in your backyard

I woke up from a very lovely sleep to hear a kind of screaming noise. I looked out my window to see a huge taranosoraus rex stairing back at me. I scream and get out of bed, I run to the front of my house and grab my car keys. I then get in my car and drive away to a place I know it cant follow. Then i would call every news station there is and tell them i have a dinosaur in my back yard.

A time when i was brave

A time when I was brave was when I first went to Magic Mountain with my dance group Generation Expectation. I was always scared of height and roller coasters. I had so many butterflies just waiting in line to get in the park. Once we got in the park we got on a water ride since it was hot. After we got off three of our members were injured from the ride so w got to jump in front of a line of any rollercoaster. Every one chose Tatsu. As soon as I heard that I was scared more because I heard it was the fastest upside down coaster ever. Since my friends knew I didn’t like coasters they planned to put me in the middle that way if I chickened out everyone had to suffer because of me. Once the roller coaster got started and I saw how high we were I got so scared that all I could do was pray right after I prayed I was ok I believed I could do it because of course God was on my side. Once we hit the first loop I had such an adrenaline rush that I feel in love with the thrill. After we got off there I felt like a new person I could do anything then we went to Goliath the tallest coaster ever I did the same thing. I felt so brave when I did both of those I knew it was nothing I could not do because I conquered my biggest fear.

if i found a hundred dollars

If I found a hundred dollars but couldn’t keep it. I would probably give it to my little cousin Laura. I would give it to her because she is only six, to her she would think she is rich. But I would teach her how to save it. To me you are never too young to learn how to save money. I would teach her how to save the hundred and add more money on to it so that it can grow to even a thousand or bigger.

do you remember

Do you remember when you were little and your favorite time of the day was nap time.


When homework was just coloring in a picture or tracing.

When school was over at twelve.

Two teachers in one class.

Everyone sat at that one large table instead of at single desk.

When a quarter made you feel good and a dollar made you feel like a billionaire.

When you had imaginary friends.

Do you remember when having a boyfriend was just giving someone a ring pop and getting married under the swing or just sharing a blanket at naptime.

When dessert was worms and mud pies.

Just being you not caring what anyone thought, you were your own person and no one could tell you what to do.

Do you remember when you were just you?

There was something about the way she...

There was something about the way she talked. She spoke as if she knew she was bad. She had a voice wuth so much power that when she spoke you listen. No matter what it was about she absorbed all of your attention. I think it was because of her confidence that made her seem so exciting when she talked. Or it could have just beed the words she spoke? Either way she got my attention and all my focus on her. Now its her turn to say what she is going to do with it. Will just have to wait and see.

This journal is....

This journal is about my love for music. To me music is like my bestfriend. It is always there when I need it. Just like what I want in my bestfriend music never judges me it just let me be me. The way it has such a hold on me is crayz, music calms me down, it loves me when i have my moments when I feel no one else does. I feel if I did not have music I might be completely lost or just a very upset person .